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May 22 My LeFt eyE...20.05.08..Tuesday>>
I was having a chat with SengSeng as usual.Then suddenly he told me that his friend had realized that my left side of eyes is bigger than my right eye.I must admit,that question doesn't really annoyed or matter..but what matter the most was HOW he had asked me about my left eye.It seems like having 1 side bigger eye is a crime.and..the result is>>i was badly mad at him,..i felt like i dont want to talk to him anymore..God..this stupid stuff had made me quite turn off..till now. May 17 Fr!D@Y..Friday (16.04.08)..>i met my old friend that i knew since i was in Penang.We did lots of fun n joy things together..its been almost a year i didn't see him.,and worst..i almost forget him as 1 of my friends..err..what type of friend i am..he must have think that i only be friend with him for my own goodness..well friend for convenient..>the right word.,but no....im not!He seems angry that i didn't update him with my life in Shah Alam.I even never informed him that i already change my digit.Urggh..i always thought that we aould not see each other after i leave Penang..plus,he used to be a special someone to my friend..call her Miss.J>.a friend that i will never forget.Its not because of "we" are friend..but there was something else happened.I must admit that i cant stand it when someone took for granted of the relationship.I thought that we could be a good friend.But,hell..i was totally wrong.She was too good in "what" she has done to me and some other friends.Woa..!It sounds that i really hate her.yea..i am>HATE HER..
Saturday night..was the first time i show myself to my SengSeng..>webcam<..ehm..i came to my friend's place and borrow her extrnal webcam..Omg..what does SengSeng think for the first time he saw me..=).he might said that..waa..bida nya Sofia..erhh..or does he happy to see me?Well..i leave the question for him to answer.Nothing i should worry of..hehee..
May 15 RelEasEd...>RaD!0..AlK@l!nE TrIo.<Its not a good morning to think of..sth bad was happened..erhh..ye know..shit always happen all d time especially when we were unexpecting it to happen...i only can have this song on my mind...it expressed my feelin so much..>>
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May 13 Bec@uSe oF Me..Last night was the worst ever thing i have done to my SengSeng.I was totally in rush till i cannot leave any message for him.What even worst, my cell phone was switched off..>urghh..,jz put a blame on the key pad locked system.Its no wonder he couldn't get me on the line, and the feel of guilt and other feelings tremendously mixed up inside me.I was freaking worry.,and i didn't know that he was feeling the same towards me.
The second thing was i get really sleepy last night during the first conv with him.I couldn't concentrate on waht was he said.The only thing that i can say jz a simple sign of agree..to whatever he said.Luckily he wasn't asked me to repeat all those things he said,..jz what ive used to do wheneva he felt sleepy.Everything went well,..but there was something bad happen the end of the call.He didn't even finished his word,..but i already end the call.I must admit,..that was so mean!.If this thing happen to me, i surely feeling very sad and burst into tears.Omg!!!..Why should i put my cursor near to the red button?//He told me that i used to end the call jz like that for many times.Without even saying the "last word" as i used to say before we end the night together.
Then, he made a second call.His voice was totally different.I knew that i already made him upset..it seems like i dont really work on our relationship.I was the culprit for him to change into "gorilla"..>he said that.God,.i lost my word.The only i could think that time is i have to get back my old SengSeng..i hate it when he turns to "gorilla".But,.i was so lucky that it wasnt take long.Then,we start over a new conversation which i think..was soo meaningful to me.I was awake..and we start sharing many things.I really love the sexy conv with him.>>and it was so great to hear his voice wishing me a good morning..hope to hear it evryday.>..LOVE U SO MUCH SENGSENG../ May 11 ChOon SeNg..I LoVe U...
I miSz HiM... This is the face that miss for this whole day..(every moment..second)..he is the one that i could think of..it seems like i was cursed to feel thiz way,..dohhh..wot a stupid i am..it obviously show that im deeply in love with him..lemme begin the day we met,..i jz never thought that we could end up being so close with each other coz as far as know, we are totally diferent.The fact is, i jz met him only for a couple of month,but it doesnt take long for us to fall with each other,..for me, knowing him is the best thing happen to my life and to fall for him is the greatest thing iv done..the vital importance part is i jz want to be with him for the rest of my life.. |
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